please GOD :(

hellooo all of people in maya world's :D. i wanna told you about today when i feel sleepy and confused in school .. my school began with math subject but i didnt understand what ms. Zubaidah meaning cause i'm feel sleepy but i'm stay cool baby , wahaha :p . today is very very tired because i must try to event in August 17th when i really really become OSIS in sekbid DANCE :D. oh its proud ! isnt it ?

But you must know baby , now i have a BIG problem there are about LOVE .. in facts i really love him so much with all my heart during i still breath with all of pieces tears i REALLY REALLY LOVE HIM GOD ! but why ! why you give this way ? and i believe i and him CANNOT BECOME ONE ! GOD , what must i do ? i wanna fall this tears , but i cannot . i'm feel tired and i wanna fall this body but i cannot .. and when i must studied to love other i ALSO CANNOT GOD ! i was tried and tried ! Do it do it well but i cannot .. You can see how pain i now God , i know you can feel this situation ..
i ask you GOD , give me a best way .. give me something good and i need it GOD , i trust you .. I'm sorry so sorry with all my bad attitude , but you know I'M HUMAN , and NOBODY'S PERFECT .. you is ONe and ONLY you can changes my destiny GOD .. i ask you with all my low heart. Please GOD :( help me .